There is something about this time of year, when the earth, the flowers, the hours of sunlight are just beginning to wind up, that leads me to a time of winding down. For twelve years, I've worked in higher education which means that May involves finals week, commencement, banquets, farewell receptions & dinners, goodbyes, closing buildings, and staff departures. So, while the earth is waking, I feel my inner being slowing, holding my breath through the busyness of these next two weeks, staring out at the rest that I will take when it is all done. And looking forward to the "slowing" that summer will bring.
This may be the first summer on record that I want to savor for its laziness, determined to be intentional about how we spend our days - casual, flexible, fun, together. I hope to begin each day in meditation outside with the birds and crisp, cool air. I hope to let the children sleep while I slip off to work early each morning. I hope to leave work mid-afternoon to relieve my sitter and spend time playing before dinner. I hope to take days off to spend at home, at the beach, at the zoo, and other places only our imagination can take us. I hope to end each day with a walk alone sorting my thoughts and breathing in peace and tranquility. Sounds fabulous doesn't it!?
Slowing down has been on my mind, as you can tell. I told my son, not that long ago, that there is wisdom that says we should see ourselves having the things we want in life and then let it happen. I can see. So, I suppose it is time to let go!
What are your hopes and dreams this summer?
I love this -- and love your intentionality about your time this summer with your family. I am reminded how our lives are made up of our moments.
ReplyDelete:) You've inspired me!